I miss "us".

I miss "us".

I miss how we used to be. 

     Our laughs, our jokes, our conversations. 

I miss when we could talk for hours and not have a care in the world. 

     I in a way wish that summer hadn't have ended. 

I miss the way that we could look at each other and laugh because we knew what the other person was saying.

     Can we ever go back to that?

I miss when the idea of starting high school was scary.

     Now we are aproaching that very day.

I miss the songs we would sing-along to.

     They are now just melody's that bring back memories.

I miss lunch.

     The trouble we would get into.

I miss the secrets we kept.

     Now they are just whispers in the hallway.

Maybe, we are all being a little stubborn. 

Maybe, we all feel the same.

Maybe, it was just an illusion. 

Maybe, I miss "us" the most.

I miss "us".

I really hope so...

Do you remember when you were 6 or 7 and you went to birthday parties and got "goodie bags"? I remember one time getting a little kaleidoscope. Looking through it towards the light and seeing all the colors.

Life is that Kaleidoscope. 

You always aim for the sun or the light to see the image clearer. Its  hard to see in the dark , then someone comes along to help you. You turn it and there are new colors. Sometimes its prettier than other times. Every once in a while you get that beautiful mosaic. Then you move your hand the slightest bit and its gone.

Honestly, change is hard. It's what makes us strong. And some changes will get easier over time with practice. Often something changes with friends. You are great one minute than someone else gets involved and changes your friendship. With me its moving alot.

 I've had  more change than I wanted lately. It had been fine. It was great quite frankly. Then they just kinda disappeared. Maybe there's a chance we will meet again. I really hope so...